I'm currently here in SM and just a few minutes ago I'm in Y. school of music. I was so shy because we have rehearsal today and I didn't comb my hair and use face powder. I was planning to do that but I change my mind and then when we got there, when I was playing the piano, someone enter the room. WHO? I don't know him but he's a PHOTOGRAPHER and take two shots.I'm shy because of my appearance and thinking that my face is so ugly , that I look like a sorcerer because of my hair there so I'm bothered and made some mistake.
And also, they give us the list of the names of the recitalist and when I saw it, my name isn't there. I'm going to ask why my name is not there when an old man go there and asked them why his grandchild's name isn't there and then they said that it's just the first batch. They are going to edit it because some back out.Like the one student there, she's supposed to sing and her name is already in the list, but because of the climate today, I think she have cough, i'm not sure but she's holding her throat, maybe it's not cough, just some ache. Her friend and her teacher is encouraging her not to back out but I think she has second thought.
Anyway, the recital will be held on June 11, 2011.It's my first recital because the music school that I attended before Yamaha moved so there's no recital. And my mom also ask me if I will attend the recital or not because our school's orientation will also be held on June 11, 2011. I decided to attend the recital because I already know where my rooms are and I can just ask where the gym is .
But my problem is I'm so shy and don't have self-confidence and it will be my first time to perform in front of many people. What if my hands shake and can't perform it?It's recorded and every student will have a copy of that. It's a shame.But I'll try my best. Wish me luck : )
1st Recital
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