Ħʋятιиɢ Ɩи Ƭнɛ Ƥяɛƨɛит Ғσя Ƥɛяƨɛʌɛяιиɢ Ƭнɛ Ƥαƨт| Now that you're gone it seems I long for you day and night As I reminisce of your kisses as you held me tight I never dreamt that you would leave I thought that you would be here to stay I cried my self to sleep when I heard you say " Can we just be friends? " Your words tore me apart, as you stole my heart You left me stranded, no where to go , no one to turn to In that situation that selfish person would be you It seems as if you didn't care, about me nor my feelings as you left me in despair I start to cry whenever I hear your name, as your voice repeats in my head "Can we just be friends?" I ask myself every day, Was it because of me? But how? I never loved some one with a love so deep I sit here now alone and depressed Wondering if you feel my loneliness Just then I start to tremble because I know that the answer is no You left me because you loved her so Wishing things were as they were Before I lost you, before her But. since my love was so strong I strived and no matter what hung on It's been a while, at least a month and a half You could even call it the past And still to this day I still hear you say "Can we just be friends? " Although it's hard, I now know that you weren't the one. And it is time for me to move on So when you crawl back and ask "Can we be more than just friends? " You'll see me sigh, them give my reply. "Though I have awaited this day for so long, what you did was just wrong. All the pain that you put me through, my conclusion is that the fault was on you. You had your chance, I just don't feel the romance. It was your loss and my gain, sorry to say, but my feelings just aren't the same" Just then I start to cry because I know that my words are lies, deep down I know I desperately want him back But I am not going to give in this time I've learned from my pain that I am not going to get hurt again Now I say to you, " Sorry, this is the end, We are just friends" So in words short and few, "We're through! " No more longing for the past that I once endured The only thing it brought me was suffering and hurt Now I'll just wait to see what the future has in store And not wait around for him anymore. |
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I am a daughter, a sister, a grand daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful.I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly and careful and careless. I am broken and whole . I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. i am hardworking and determined but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I'm smiling on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to love me.
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